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It’s been two days since the last time we talked, two days since i decided well, what the heck maybe it is time, time to for me to live my l...

Wednesday 28 March 2018

“When we strive to become better than we are, everything around us becomes better, too.” ― Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist

Tuesday 27 March 2018

“You will never be able to escape from your heart. So it's better to listen to what it has to say.” ― Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist
“Why do we have to listen to our hearts?" the boy asked. "Because, wherever your heart is, that is where you will find your treasure.” ― Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist

Monday 26 March 2018

“I don’t live in either my past or my future. I’m interested only in the present. If you can concentrate always on the present, you’ll be a happy man. Life will be a party for you, a grand festival, because life is the moment we’re living now.” ― Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist “When each day is the same as the next, it’s because people fail to recognize the good things that happen in their lives every day that the sun rises.” ― Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist

Saturday 24 March 2018

The Voices Behind Music Part 2

'Sometimes pain renders you speechless' (unknown)



Our birth right, our culture, has been stolen and molded by our unrighteous need to fit in, to please, to conform. Our voices that once stood for truth, spoke of the struggle, the love and the hate now only speak of chains and bottles. Meaningless artifacts made up of broken homes and tarnished hearts. Mumble rap! Once were music was the heart, our pride, our joy and even our struggle, Now with every tune, new words, we've truly grown immune to the crippling damage our silence and more than that our pretense of normality has on a society that has brought death upon itself, since the beginning of time. Switch on the news and you see that the battle is ongoing, there's no sign of peace, and there's truly no sign of hope, With bullet holes bought from social media and social fame bought with soul freedom, we are young people fighting wars with our words born within the thin veiled need to follow trends and become the next great artist, made famous simply by being alive, we've forgotten that music is our voice, our culture and if we do not speak to the next generation about the truth, the hard work required to stay alive then we are being silent killers of the culture that raised us.

Hip-Hop isn't just music; it is also a spiritual movement of the blacks! You can't just call Hip-Hop a trend! (Lauren Hill)

Hip-hop is the streets. Hip-hop is a couple of elements that it comes from back in the days... that feel of music with urgency that speaks to you. It speaks to your livelihood and it's not compromised. It's blunt. It's raw, straight off the street - from the beat to the voice to the words. (Nas)

Hip-hop reflects the truth, and the problem is that hip-hop exposes a lot of the negative truth that society tries to conceal. It's a platform where we could offer information, but it's also an escape. (Busta Rhymes)

I don't dislike rappers or hip-hop or people who like it. I went to the Def Jam tour in Manchester in the '80s when rap was inspirational. Public Enemy were awesome. But it's all about status and bling now, and it doesn't say anything to me. (Noel Gallagher)

Music has always been an integral part of human culture and youth consume more music that any other modern age category. Thus music may be considered a primary cultural influence in the lives of youth. Hip Hop/Rap music is amongst the most popular genres of music consumed by adolescents in Africa and throughout the world. So my challenge to you as an artist is this, what is your music teaching our future generations? What voice or spirit are you putting out into the world?



Mushando by Kaotic ft Mussa Effect is a great example of a song that still speaks to our voice as people, as Zimbabwe and as a culture.

This is said in the intro of the song, ‘It's something that is so close to my heart, seeing my people fly. So I feel like, if, I wanna see you fly, I gotta give you a reason to fly’

He goes on to talk about ‘Victory from oppression was always the pushing factor
When they push you to the limit don't you let them push you further
They were sleeping on your intellectual ability to influence this mass meeting
Coz you never stopped believing in this generation
Black and proud I embrace it with greatness’

This is definitely one song I would recommend that you have a listen to at least once.

If you missed the voices behind music part 1 find it here

What are some of the other songs that you know that speak of this struggle?

And what’s your take on the new generation, struggling or lazy? And what do you think can be done to build our nation and make the dream a reality?

Send your music links via email if you believe that you have a unique voice that deserves to be heard and stand a chance to be featured: a.marufu52@gmail.com
“This is what we call love. When you are loved, you can do anything in creation. When you are loved, there's no need at all to understand what's happening, because everything happens within you.” ― Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist “So, I love you because the entire universe conspired to help me find you.” ― Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist

Friday 23 March 2018

“Tell your heart that the fear of suffering is worse than the suffering itself. And that no heart has ever suffered when it goes in search of its dreams, because every second of the search is a second's encounter with God and with eternity.” ― Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist

Thursday 22 March 2018

My Top 3 Creative Picks

My Top 3 Creative Picks

So if you’re like me you might be over all the hip-hop videos that only feature some house party, drinking and more often than not a couple of girls twerking. So here is my list of favorite videos from 2017 that not only disregarded the status quo but had some creativity thrown into the script.

1. Feel Right, Mik ft Yung Zee

As not only my favorite jam of 2017, being that one song you have to play more than once and a couple hundred times after that. Feel Right is that feel good, hip hop/ rnb song that might just have you calling your ex. The song off the A Book About Girls by Mik Manjengwa album uses the concept of social media throughout the video. Although still featuring a number of very beautiful ladies, from the lyrics to the execution of the video itself, this is a true testament that hip hop in itself is not dead but is instead on the up and up.



2. Turn Me Up, Mussa Effect ft Calvin

Okay so if you believe in voodoo and maybe just maybe going a little crazy this song is for you. Turn Me Up as self-proclaimed by the artist as something he worked on whilst trying to find his voice, shows you a simple glimpse into what it means to be Effected. This video featuring a number of artists from Buhle, Mik and many more shows what you can come up with when you let your mind wander and let your creativity be your guide. Mussa believes in letting music be your truth and this is one of those videos that leave you questioning just what exactly the truth is.



3. Beautiful Ndozvandiri - Tamy Feat. Takura & Dobba Don
If you’ve watched Black Panther, this song that seems to be taken right out of the movie's script not only talks about embracing natural beauty which is message the world is fighting to spread but shows us an Africa that many of us have long since forgotten. Tamy who looks as ravishing as Danai Gurira in the super heroe movie in this video, shows us that Africa truly is beauty and music isn’t all about selling more drinks and firing up the party but also showing us an expression of beauty and creativity.



What are some of your favourite local videos that have been released in the past year?

Wednesday 21 March 2018

“There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure.” “The secret of life, though, is to fall seven times and to get up eight times.” “The simple things are also the most extraordinary things, and only the wise can see them.” ― Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist
“One is loved because one is loved. No reason is needed for loving.” ― Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist “When we love, we always strive to become better than we are. When we strive to become better than we are, everything around us becomes better too.” ― Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist

Tuesday 20 March 2018

“It's the possibility of having a dream come true that makes life interesting.” ― Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist
“And, when you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.” ― Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist

Monday 19 March 2018

“At some point, you just pull off the Band-Aid, and it hurts, but then it's over and you're relieved.” ― John Green, Looking for Alaska

Sunday 18 March 2018

“Hard work beats talent when talent doesn’t work hard.” Money Mayweather

Saturday 17 March 2018

How To Make Money From The Music Industry In Zimbabwe



So you think you’ve got talent and you want to become an artist?


Check out these articles on: The Music Industry Facts Every Musician Needs to Know, Important tips to become a successful-rapper, top 10 keys to success for independent artists.


Okay so now that we have covered the industry basics, how do you actually make money in the music industry especially in the Zimbabwean Music Industry? Well beyond finding a great producer and recording that catchy tune, we all are bound to get tired of hearing; remember Mukoko, anyone?

The first step to making money is forgetting about luck, unless you are willing to wait a few hundred years, luck is not going to get you rich but becoming conscious of how and where you use your money will. If money comes in from one project or aspect of the industry, then keep it and invest it into another aspect. There are a lot of moving parts in music so creating a budget is essential especially to cover marketing and promotional needs but I will cover that in another post. For now let’s talk about where money actually comes from for an Artist.

Here are some of the ways to make money in the music industry;


1) Live Performance
This is usually the most immediate and easiest way to start earning money through the music industry. Why? People will always love to go out and have a good time, no matter how bad the economy. So how do you start performing? The first step can be acquiring a booking agent (if you are still starting out this is one of those jobs you will have to do yourself) but Zimbabwe at the moment has a number of festivals that will pay performers, from monthly events like Unplugged (Sign Up Here), Festivals like Hifa, Let Them and Shoko and even the Carnival. The most important job here is to keep networking and find out what is happening where and when so you can get those applications in before the deadline.


Another way is to simply do it yourself, get a venue, plan around a theme, market the hell out of it and start earning money through ticket sells, donations, maybe even a percentage from the bar just remember the budget and all the costs involved in running an event.


Also become a session musician, play other peoples music at weddings and corporate events. This is a great way to make money before you can money through your own music.

Because Performing makes up about 68% of all revenue in the industry at the moment, it is important that you fine-tune your performance skills and create a performance that is simply unforgettable so people will come to the next one.


2) Digital and Physical
We all know there are hundreds of streaming sites out there but now the internet has made it easier than ever to distribute through these networks with sites like Songtradr and DittoMusic you are able to earn through the same streaming services being used by international Artists but for those of us who need someone to do it for us a local company Njuzu Music has made online distribution easy for you. Not to forget physical CDs, yes a lot of people still buy these so do not completely overlook them especially when you are heading to all those live performances and keep a few on you when you are networking too, Take a few mixes to the kombies in the city too. Now the most important part of being in this day and age is to get creative, let’s not forget when Jnr Brown made $5 000 dollars in one week through Whatsapp sales.


3) Royalties
So royalties are a nifty little way to say this is your music we are playing and here is your payment for letting us play it. Companies, Cooperates, Radio Stations, and Festivals etc are covered under trade associations and are required to acquire rights to play this music.


a) Performing Rights: the rights to perform music in public and is part of copyright law. The users of the musical works have to, by law, pay the creators of those musical works for the public use of their music.

b) ‘Mechanical Rights’ is a fancy name for the royalties that composers, lyrists and music publishers earn when their music is copied and transformed into things like cassettes, CDs, DVDs, MP3s – even ringtones – for public use. In other words when it is reproduced by a device or machine.

c) Needletime Rights royalties make sure performers and recording artists get paid when their music is played in public or on the radio.


How do you begin to receive royalties for your music sign up to one of these music associations, Zimura, Samro, Risa


4) Endorsements and Sponsorship

Ever wondered how Lil Wayne gets to wear a brand new label in each video or displaying a new car and pouring that Hennessey all without actually getting broke. Well here is an industry secret; they don’t actually buy all those things. IT’S CALLED ACTING. The amazing thing about being an artist is you become an influencer, you wear Vans and suddenly people need to wear Vans, you sing mumble rap and suddenly every eloquent English speaker in the world stops speaking plain English.


So let’s come a bit closer to home how do you get local companies to endorse you, first become a marketable brand, which I will cover in the next blog post and second knock on every door but go knocking with a proposal. Don’t go over there with a problem you need them to fix, go there with a solution. Hi, my name is (Insert name that isn’t thuggy, booty or titty, 2 chains learned that lesson the hard way) and I have a following of about 5 000 youths who are engaged In what I do and I am a fan of your brand would like to help market it. This sounds a lot better than, “Hi, I am an artist and I need clothes to wear for a video or an event.” This pitch sounds even better coming from a manager or a brand representative


Also, keep in mind the bigger your brand, the more endorsements you will get as companies and Cooperates will pay to have your name associated with theirs and eventually you will even get paid for appearances. Jah Prayzah and Winky D are a great example of this.


5) Merchandising

Whilst companies will pay you to sell their brands, you could go the root of paying yourself to sell your own clothes. With hundreds of designers in and around the industry now there are more opportunities than ever to sell your own Merch. These are some of the stuff you can sell at concerts or during events like Harare Market Place.
Merch can include t-shirts, caps, hoodies, cups, pens, pencils, shoes. Go a step further and create your own brand of perfume or maybe a cool new haircut. Merchandising can not only make you loads of money but it will also act as its own marketing tool.

6) Fan/Crowd funding
Never underestimate how much a fan is willing to do for their favourite artists. So always remember to come up with new and creative ways to get your fans involved in the process and turn those 1 000 likes into $1 000. Like selling your song for a dollar through eco cahs, or getting you fans to fund that live concert you are live streaming straight from your living room.

Nothing is possible without a lot of hard work but that said making money in the industry is possible as long as you formulate the write plan. Click here to download a sample artist business plan.
“Imagining the future is a kind of nostalgia. (...) You spend your whole life stuck in the labyrinth, thinking about how you'll escape it one day, and how awesome it will be, and imagining that future keeps you going, but you never do it. You just use the future to escape the present.” ― John Green, Looking for Alaska

Friday 16 March 2018

The Voices Behind Music: Part 1

'Alive in a generation that's dying of thirst, surviving on medication and buying it first' (Griffin)



We were raised by the beat the melodious rhymes that just demanded to be heard. The sensuous vibes that continuously threaten to invade us. See music to our generation isn’t simply music; music is our lifeline, our voice. Music is what keeps us going because beyond the living battle of being alive in a generation doomed to live the existence of an economically unstable world, music is the dream we’ve been sold.  We live in the generation doomed by its own so-called freedom because see the truth is we are young people fighting wars with our souls, with degrees and so-called certifications but no jobs to chase the paper.

‘They have a house. They’ve sent him to a decent school; maybe he’s even matriculated. He has been given more potential, but he has not been given more opportunity. He has been given an awareness of the world that is out there, but he has not been given the means to reach it.

What happens to a lot of guys is they finish high school and they can’t afford university, and even little retail jobs can be hard to come by when you’re from the hood and you look and talk a certain way. So, for many young men in South Africa’s townships, freedom looks like this: Every morning they wake up, maybe their parents go to work or maybe not. Then they go outside and chill on the corner the whole day, talking shit. They’re free, they’ve been taught how to fish, but no one will give them a fishing rod.’ (“The Cheese Boys.” Born a Crime Stories from a South African Childhood, by Trevor Noah, W F Howes, 2017.)

So what do some of these musical voices have to say about this generational curse?

House Of Stone by Mile, This short interlude off of his profoundly emotional and lyrical album; Trading Hours, talks about the hidden pain we feel as a nation and as a generation talking about the flag and our pride as a nation but also the reason behind making music,'Beat our chest like it’s drums here in the thick of the jungle, Pounding feet on the floor - they forced the fists of the humble The world’s confusing all the silence here with peace in the struggle.' ‘In the streets, this pain we keep finally hits back And now spitting these verses is the only we way spit back’


Stay Winning by Zimrich (Yung Zee and Ruddy) starts by talking about the dream directly, ‘Success be the drug, that I’m into.’
This song uses a unique way to explain the dream we have all been raised to chase. Straying away from many of the cliché prose and new age rapper tendencies of telling us that they have already achieved this dream, but talking about the journey in a way that is both relatable and still entertaining.


Trapped by King Avry ft Rae Lyric; at first glance it almost seems as if this is a love song but King Avry uses a truly lyrical and poetic metaphoric tone of describing the feeling of being quite literally trapped by the industry, with statements like, ‘The pleasure that you give got me feeling important, guess I sold it all for a performance.’ And ‘you feed me fantasies, you are addictive, I cannot resist you the devil, I put it on that 9 to 5, pledged 25-life, feel immortalized till the day I die.’
This song held together by the amazing poetry at the end by Rae is a statement of its own of the struggles that we all face and the needs to not only speak from the heart but imagine a world where we can truly keep the dream alive.


What are some of the other songs that you know that speak of this struggle?

And what’s your take on the new generation, struggling or lazy? And what do you think can be done to build our nation and make the dream a reality?

Send your links via email to stand a chance to be featured: a.marufu52@gmail.com

Comment below to be a part of the conversation. Full lyrics for Miles house of stone can be found here: https://genius.com/Mile-house-of-stone-interlude-lyrics


The voices behind music part 2




Wednesday 14 March 2018

Deserted


Have you ever woken up to the light tapping of water against the porcelain sink and be sure you must be dreaming, for reality can never be that mink. Stood in a line for hours, for the right to hold what you've earned only to be told that’s not what we’ve learned. Have you ever felt, destitute, lost in a city full of millions? With the loud scream of a new born, loud horns blaring, but your heart lost in silence.

The therapist said whenever I got bad again then I should write how I feel. Though I don’t know how it helps when all I can think about is how perfect it would all feel to lie at the bottom of a ditch. How i dream of blood, my blood, my tainted mess no longer tempted to live no more. I am in a desert a spiritual desert, dying a thousand deaths with each single word I sprout.

She also said I should tell someone, ask for help but then how am I to ask when they call it 'a mind fuck.' Somehow convinced that this tangled mess inside of me only exists as a cry for attention. Somehow convinced that this tangled mess inside of me isn’t as real as my tear stained face as i type out this letter.
In all honesty I crave not the attention as much as I crave the promise of silence. The promise that this mess will one day seize to exist, that all that will remain is a disheveled body and no longer will i be forced to feel like a damaged outcast. Cast away by my lack of ability to be normal.

They say I feel too much but they seem to ignore how badly i crave to silence these emotions. Show me the button and I will be the first to shut down all the piercing pain that cripples my ability to be. To be or not to be? I am but a tainted mess of my own making, a painful reminder that I will never live in perfect silence. That the love I so heavily crave may not exist as far as the cry for world peace may never be answered.
How great would that be? If our prayers were to be answered. If we weren’t surrounded by this decaying waste of a body, chilled and lost within this decaying waste of a mind. In all honesty I may just be crazy, I may be surrounded by nothingness and festering into an unexplainable half cast version of myself. In all honesty I can’t tell what thoughts are real and what are not, for all the voices in my head tread to fast and I cannot seem to keep up. All I can tell is that the pain I feel is as real as the unwanted air circling my body, keeping me alive to die another death within my long lost unwanted soul.

All I can tell is my wish remains the same, to one day feel the unconditional, irresistible, inhibited love of another. All I can tell is I neither wish nor want to fight the long battle of sinners and frogs in order to uncover a prince. All i can see is the blood, so will you please pass me the blade.

Shame


What does it mean to be black?
To be so overridden with hate of self?
The state, the pain, the lack of self.
Is it just another way to be enslaved?

See Africans we fake at pride
We laugh at slogans like black lives matter
Think we are so morally above the shame
Yet we chase the fame, that paved this game?

Our generation we are not the same.
Pure voices conquered by the bleachers and the fakers
Singing black is beautiful
Then hunnie why do you indulge the paint?

See there is beauty in our flaws
The tainted messes, the hearts, the racists
The sadist, the teacher, all sun kissed creases
But there is no pride in our silence.

We are no heroes when we are afraid.
With bullet holes bought from social media
And social fame bought with our soul freedom.
Call it vanity, but we are a black out masterpiece

Me, my beauty is skin deep
But i am not more than my skin
I am my skin; i am the jewel of Africa
The symbol of pride, love, of freedom
The roar of Simba, modeled by the heavens and I shine.

So why do the words on this paper, question the draft of my own sanity.
Why do we accept the version we're sold with no thoughts and no clarity.
We ignore the gravity of this war
We ignore the gravity of our silence.

For with blood we fought for freedom
But with shame we've lost our mental right to be free.

Monday 12 March 2018

“Learn from your past and be better because of your past,” she would say, “but don’t cry about your past. Life is full of pain. Let the pain sharpen you, but don’t hold on to it. Don’t be bitter.”
― Trevor Noah, Born a Crime: Stories From a South African Childhood

Saturday 10 March 2018

True Love Waits

It’s been two days since the last time we talked, two days since i decided well, what the heck maybe it is time, time to for me to live my life again. And i know it’s a crazy notion to believe that this simple thing could be the hardest decision that I’ve had to make twice.

See the last time, i decided to live, life handed me you and now I’m ready to give back life to the world. From the very first day I met you, I didn’t want to be with you and I’m not being subtle or selling an understatement I genuinely never wanted to be with you because you were always aloof, standing outside the world looking in and judging and me I was always immersed in the world, I loved to love and see and feel and all that was never enough for me because I never knew love and I could never picture it.

You asked me often why I dated him and to be honest when he asked I figured why not. I had nothing at all to lose, and I didn’t, cause i could run away from home, risk not eating, steal, cheat, lie and never ever once care because I was always chasing that feeling that something was truly worth caring for.

And here is the irony in all this and why I'm starting to write this now because two days ago I was sitting on the cold porcelain in the bathroom playing a racing game to pass the time, praying and waiting to find out whether I was carrying your baby or not. And i looked at your contact and I wanted to type a thousand times, wanted to call, to hear your voice but the thing is I remembered you weren’t mine anymore and you hadn't been for the longest time and that hurt but for some reason it also didn’t matter to me I’m that moment because in a few seconds I knew everything was going to change either we were going to have to grow up and become parents or I was about to grow up and become me.

The truth is, knowing that baby was yours brought me so much peace because if i was carrying someone’s baby and god the idea of being a mother scares me more than anything. I knew in my heart that I would always want it to be yours and later that day when your friend stood in front of me speaking, shattering my world into a thousand pieces, i lost my ability to breathe again.

Did you or didn’t you cheat?

I guess i will never honestly know because the reason i was asking wasn’t because i wanted to fight or because i wanted to blame you but because i wanted to understand. For that whole day I was lying in my bed calling your number over and over even though I knew I’d get the same result, I was forgiving you with every single second. Not because i hoped we could stay together, i can’t do it not right now, i honestly need some space and time to heal but because i remembered once when you told me "I know you say, you would forgive me when I cheat and I honestly don't think you would."

And i remembered holding your hand as I whispered, "honestly, I don’t know."

And it was in that moment when I understood, when you answered the phone and you were angry. You expected me to shout, i could hear the way you were poised for a fight but i was tired, I had, had my world erupt in so many different ways for the past few months that i just couldn’t do it anymore i couldn’t fight and finally for the first time religion began to make sense to me.

See when he punched me, some people guys mostly told me to forgive him, said that people made mistakes and I knew my best friend had done that forgiven a guy who raised his hand to her face forgiven him as he knelt on the ground crying, begging for forgiveness and at the time i didn’t understand, why would you forgive someone like that, I’m a feminist and i could never have respected myself if i forgave him but honestly it wasn’t just that he hit me.

It’s that i didn’t love him, not in the real way, not even near, hell i was hungry for attention and he was a master at providing it, making you feel like he needed you, like he was giving up a lot to be with you, when in fact you're the one who kept giving.
But see my friend she loved her boyfriend, sometimes even more than life itself and I always judged his wrongs more strongly than anyone else because i wanted the best for her, the perfect nonexistent guy but she was happy with his imperfections, she loved him in the bad and the good and even during the days that she lay there crying tears for him.

And that’s the pain I felt the past few months, knowing at some point I had to let go, that my love would never be enough to fill the hole in your heart where love for yourself was meant to be, because despite how hard the world was on you, you were hardest on yourself. And that’s why when you wanted a fighting match all I could say truly say was I forgave you because I did and its stupid and its crazy but in the past few days I’ve realized it wasn’t hard for me to choose to live anymore but it was hard for me to choose to live without you.

See the only way i know to explain this is through God. I’ve never been able to forgive everyone else completely because I never could love anyone else completely. Love the real them, so I was constantly chasing perfection in them, perfection that doesn’t exist but with you, i loved you even when i was mad or angry or sad or happy. And even now that’s the one thing i know that’s true so that night I wasn’t thinking he cheated, i mean i was but i was also thinking of how i didn’t want to hurt you and i didn’t want you to live with that guilt.

And that’s when this Jesus thing started to make sense to me, now don’t get me wrong this isn’t a preaching or some teaching I’m trying to get you to buy into because I’m far from ever calling myself Christian but he was the true example of love. This society we've forgotten what it looks like to love, one another so we look for perfect dates and romance or riches but Jesus see he died because God could forgive, forgive you a thousand times because you are human, and I’m human and that's the only universal truth we've ever truly had.

We will never be perfect and love is all about imperfection. So the reason I started falling for you was because you were the only person who ever fought to have me call you my friend.
I was giving one my life is lonely rants and you literally looked me in the eyes and said, "I'll be very offended if you don't consider me a friend, especially when I consider you my best friend."

And i laughed, i always laugh when I’m around you, see before that moment i didn’t think we were best friends but from that moment i held on to it and even now although i don’t think we are able going to talk for a while, you are my best friend and you are a part of me that I’m not trying to lose and this story begins were our ends because 'everybody's had this happen one time or another when you need someone to set your set heart free.' And you set me free, and now I can find myself, I found who i was with you but we also got so mushed up in there, i think we were beginning to lose who were without each other and so here is my hope and prayer that when you're done finding you and I'm done finding me then maybe we will be able to find each other again.

True love waits...